Welcome to my blog about the spiritual approach to mental and emotional suffering. Here you will find my thoughts and experiences as I work with my patients using shamanic and subtle energy methods for relieving suffering. I will also post notices about workshops and other events. You can have a look at my website: www.dralcorn.us for more background
Monday, December 19, 2011
More on the patient with "Schizophrenia"
Prior to this session I asked my partner to journey for me to see if there was anything special to attend to. He received an image of flower petals. When I journeyed for clarification on this, I saw a many-petaled lotus which kept opening and opening.
The meaning of "petals" was very clear as we began getting into the work: the young man for whom we were doing the depossession lives in . . . . , and we did it over the phone, remotely. There were many beings, "nested" as it were. When I had asked my allies for clarification about your message of the "petals", they showed me a lotus flower that kept opening and had more and more petals inside it, unfolding.
It was very instructive to watch someone else at work. I let Dr. Alcorn take the lead in this session as it was his client and I had been invited to sit in, something that was cleared with the client. My intention was to do supporting work in the background and "around the edges", and to take care of any things which my allies showed me were important to the work at hand.
As the depossession began, Dr. Alcorn quickly located and released one being, and then asked for the next one to "step forward". I asked my allies to show me if there were anything amiss with the client's energy body, and was shown something like a tube installed and attaching at the back. I asked if this could be removed safely, and was given a 'yes' and that it had been installed like a curse. I then asked to be taken to the time right before this had been installed (by an ET?), and asked my Middle World healing allies to remove the life force from this curse-form, and unravel it, cleansing the life force and returning it back to the universe. I then asked them to ravel up the tear and smooth and reinforce it back to its normal, vibrant state, which they did. Dr. Alcorn was working with the client and asking him about the beings who were speaking with him and who had installed this "possession pipeline".
This next being Dr. Alcorn and the client encountered had been forced into sorcery and controlled by this person (my allies showed me a young man caught as a slave and placed into a life of sorcery via forced apprentice) in medieval times, who had in turn himself been controlled by someone before that. When I asked my jaguar ally to show me what I could not see about this situation, a small porthole sort of like a peephole in a door appeared. The peephole became larger and larger as if I were getting closer and closer to it, and then Jaguar widened it completely. In this new view my allies showed me a dark figure which looked like a minor demon or an imp, squatting with a malevolent expression and a black, shiny carapace-like exterior. Before I could ask what to do about this, Dr. Alcorn directed an Archangel to direct the gold light of Grace into the heart of a group of beings, and when he did this, the imp-like being sagged onto the ground from his ready-to-spring stance and his carapace turned jelly-like and translucent, the same consistency as certain fungi found in certain Asian soups.
Checking further, my allies showed me that a curse had been placed on the client's family line by this being and his minions, his apprentices, at some point in the past to enable easier control via possession by any of his apprentices or their descendants. I asked my Middle World allies to take me to the time right before this curse had been installed and then asked them to unwind the life-force from it and cleanse that life force and release it back to the universe.
Having long worked with the Norse pantheons, I journeyed to the Norns and also to Heimdall, he who created the human race, to ask how all of these beings were connected to this client. The Norns showed me that this particular being, possibly human at one time, was himself controlled by a deity. While Dr. Alcorn was working with the various beings I sought to dialog with the deity asking my allies how this might be accomplished; at their direction I asked the compassionate aspect of Isis, grand lady of magic, to come and assist me. Isis came to our aid and intervened, talking to the deity and asking him why he was playing with the lives of humans. He replied that humans didn't matter, they were only toys to be played with. Isis told him that he was mistaken, and that playing with the lives of humans as toys was to miss the complete picture - he had missed the fact that we have the light of divinity within us. She said to him, "they are not like you and I, for they have unique perspective due to their incarnation in the flesh. Their stories are worth listening to", and he reconsidered his stance and withdrew with a shocked look on his face. Somehow this fact that we also had the spark of divinity was hidden from him, by what, I do not know. He was old, old, old, and had been doing this with human lives for a very, very long time just to see what would happen. It was just a game to him, yet when he realized that the beings he was toying with were "true beings" (with a divine spark) he was appalled.
As Dr. Alcorn had been doing major work as I had worked, at this point I asked my allies to do an energy check on the client and to make any smoothing and repairs as necessary. Though this was a remote session, the energy in the room was lifting and lightening dramatically. The
client also reported that his surrounding energy seemed to have cleared dramatically, and he no longer felt the press of spirits around him, either.
The session came to a close at this point.
Sunday, December 18, 2011
Meditation of the Golden Light
Then you invite the golden light to descend into your crown, into the opening at the top of the head. Imagine an opening, into which the golden light can descend light sparkling droplets, the way the dust looks in a shaft of sunlight, sifting its way gently downward into the head. There is begins to form another sun in the middle of the brain, where the 6th and 7th chakras find their root, near the pituitary and pineal glands. From there, the light descends ever so gently into the neck and down the spine and sympathetic nerve chains. It can form another sun in the heart chakra, in the center of the chest. You can help the process by following it with your attention and by wishing or asking for the creation of this heart-sun. Then the light descends further into the belly, where it forms another sun in the dan tien, just below the navel. From there it can descend into the legs and pass on below through the feet, to the Earth. In a similar way, it flows down the arms and out the finger tips into the surrounding air.
This accomplishes many things. First, it sends the healing and transformative rays of the highest source into all the cells of your body, into the nerves, all the way to the nerve endings and to the pores of the skin and beyond, into the aura around the physical body. Second, by passing through the human organism, it flows into the Earth, providing her with a healing energy she sorely needs.
Now, as you try this, you can feel the relaxation that comes from it, the peacefulness that settles into your tissues. That sense of peace radiates in a certain way to help the other bodies. You feel the quietness settle into your emotions as as well, into the astral body. You can feel how the mental processes become calmer, more focused, like a clear pool of water in which you can the beautiful coral at the bottom. The more time you spend like this, the more your body, feelings and mind can heal, become integrated, learn to work together. You could do this every day, like taking a shower, only an internal one. This cleanses your inner life, removes toxic feelings and toxic substances, and fearful thoughts.
There is so much clearing that is needed. So many layers of fear and suffering. We send you this healing light so as to help you feel how you could be without all the fear and pain, to feel how it is to be connected to the light of the sun.
The more you practice this, the more you will be able to do it, the clearer your internal life will be, and the easier it will be to do it in a more profound way. Then you become like a glowing beacon of energy yourself. You attract more of the same. That is a law of nature also: like attracts like. The more time you spend in fear, the more fear you attract. The more time you spend in the glorious, golden light, the more light you attract.
Then, as you acquire a familiarity with this process, a skill, as it were, you can begin to be more sensitive to the places in your four bodies which need this healing, and you can help to direct this flow, gently, not forcing, to the places that are more blocked, in which deep-seated fears are hidden. You can fill the inner places with this light, even the places that seem to behave as if they are independent, separate person from you, into those negative inner voices: the internal self-judging, the condemning of others, the destructiveness. You can send this light into the “shadow” side of your inner life, the hidden places that you are too afraid to visit. Send the light ahead of you; it is not necessary to go inside blindly, stumbling into terror-filled memories. Send the light in first, abundantly. There is no limit to the supply of the golden light of the sun.
Schuyler is to email me in a week with report on how he is doing.
Case Report: “Schizophrenia”
I am Schuyler's older brother Steve, and I feel strongly inclined to fill you in more deeply about what my brother has been going through, with hopes that you . . . may be able to guide us forward in his healing and growth process. My father and I have spent over ten thousand dollars out of our own pockets on his healing over the last three years, sending him to different energy healers, psychiatrists, people doing journey work, and most recently to John of God in Brazil. Nothing has seemed to stop the incredibly intense and often harshly accosting experience that he has been having which he believes to be from spirits in the otherworld, who have constant access to him and are either watching him or harassing him all the time. I would like to fill you in on the history of how this has developed.
Schuyler had about 6 febrile seizures and also suffered two quite strong external blows to the head while playing before the age of five. He grew up to be an active sports player with good grades in school. However his common sense seemed strongly lacking and he had a powerful amount of anger from as early as we can remember. In college, he had few friends, and was generally falling more into a world of his own. He was spiritually seeking, like his older brother, and going through the alone part of his journey for quite a few years. He lived with my girlfriend and I in another state for about 6 months about 4 years ago, where he was starting to perceive thoughts that he said were not his own, thoughts that were mostly negative and conspiring. 3 1/2 years ago he had an overdose after eating a small brownie with hash (concentrated cannabis) oil in it, which marked a huge turning point in Schuyler's life. I visited Schuyler a week later after this experience where he was living in . . . . , and I didn't even recognize him when I saw him, even when I had just seen him 3 months beforehand. He was not speaking, and he put his finger to my mouth to tell me not to speak either. After a full day of following him around as he bowed down to trees, sat in deep meditation in front of me and constantly hushed me every time I tried to say something, I finally cracked. I knew the son of an older friend of mine who had overdosed heavily to the point of brain damage, and Schuyler was reminding me of him at that time. I asked Schuyler if he had taken drugs, and he said I do no drugs and drink no alcohol. He would not reveal to me what had happened in that sense even though I knew something was up, but he said he had come into contact with a powerful teaching spirit that was as powerful as Jesus or the Buddha, and that he could audibly hear him. It wasn't until a year later when I had to call the police from my house in . . . . to have them perform a suicide intervention with him at my parents house in . . . . , that we got the deeper story. My parents called me in the most alarmed dire distress after Schuyler had been saying that he was going to kill himself for several weeks and to hide the knives, one evening explosively cutting his own hair off in a frenzied rage and kicking in the wall. He said he had been getting harassed by a spirit in the most grotesque ways imaginable, and there was nothing left for him, he was going to kill himself. He was tasered by the police, which was terrible for all of us at the time but ended up being a blessing because ever since then he has humbled and been willing to do what we suggest. He was totally unwilling before this experience to receive help. When he got to the psychiatry hospital, he finally revealed that this had started after overdosing on a cannabis brownie (even though now he says that didn't do it; but that's hard for me to believe). He was diagnosed with schizophrenia and immediately put on anti-psychotics, which definitely helped the volatility of the situation. The experience that he has been having hasn't stopped however. He says that he has healed the initial spirit that had accosted him and now that one is gone. But now after returning in September from John of God in Brazil, he says that he has hundreds of spirits coming every day, and has been blaming the entities of Light for his most recent harm. John of God told him that he did not have a possession, which is the main reason we sent him there because we were convinced this was the issue, and he also said to Schuyler that as soon as he stops believing it, it will be done. Schuyler doesn't buy it. He ran out of medication a month ago and decided not to get more. His experience of the spirits is way more amplified when he's off the medication, and it is basically impossible for him to hold a job, or any level of relationships in this state, and he is totally reliant on myself and my parents. We need help!
This history is consistent with what Schuyler himself told me, but with a bit more detail. I would add to this that the patient believes there is an extraterrestrial who is behind this, sending these intruding spirits to him to challenge him and help him grow.
I did this work with Schuyler remotely, via cell phone, with a shamanic practitioner colleague, Jeffrey Rich, present as observer and support.
The patient reported that he has been practicing the Golden Light Meditation which I sent him a few days ago as an audio file. [I will post this separately on the blog.] He feels the presence of a helping spirit and several not so friendly ones. After creating sacred space, calling in the helping spirits and invoking protetion for myself, Jeffrey and Schuyler, I attempted to contact the “helping spirit” whom Schuyler felt was present, but I did not get cooperation from the helping spirit. So I guided him through the Golden Light Meditation again, and called in his True Self and asked his True Self to help us.
Then we found a suffering being, that is, an “entity” who was the soul of a deceased human, who had been, was himself a murderer and so was avoiding the light because he feared judgment. He crossed into the World of Light quickly when his mother came to talk to him. Next we found a suffering being who had been a sorcerer in medieval times. He said he was sent to harass Schuyler and was connected to a long line of suffering beings sent for that purpose, the line of whom was "endless." We cleared him after sending white light into his heart. This was a test to see if he was indeed humna and not a dark being. Since the light felt good to him, we determined he was human. We then got him to identify who else was involved in this dark business. He said there was one sitting right in front of Schuyler, an evil one and an endless line of dark ones, etc. The sorcerer went to the World of Light.
Then we asked Archangel Michael to bind the one sitting in front of Schuyler in cords of white light, who was a human also, and to separate him from his “handler.” We asked Michael to bind all of them in the line all the way to the one who was directing this dark activity. This third suffering being identified the perpetrator first as a group of spirits around John of God, then as a “Dr. Valdeovino,” one of the “doctor” entities around John of God. Dr Valdovino said he was training Schuyler by sending all these brutish beings to him. He thought it was going well because Schuyler was overwhelmed. I discussed the planetary shift with him and suggested the time for learning in that way [by being tried and tested in a place of darkness and separation from Divine Love] was over and that he might want to learn a new method. He was not interested until I filled him with Golden Light. I also asked the angels to put the Blue Light of Clarity in his mind so that he would be able to learn a new method. I showed him the World of Light, in particular the Celestial Retraining Center. He said he was interested in going there, but I made him remove his curse from Schuyler first as a condition for being allowed to go into the Light. I asked Michael to bind all the brutes and gather them together, then moved them as a group into another dimension, from which they could not return to trouble humans. Then I sent Dr. Valdovino into the Light. This cleared all the darkness away from Schuyler.
We ended with some follow up instructions to Schuyler. I asked his True Self to tell Schuyler how to call him. I told Schuyler to drink lots of water and to practice the Golden Light Meditation and an to call in his True Self every day, to make a relationship with him.
Schuyler is to email me in a week with report on how he is doing.